Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Vimala Ammaayi


hnae A½mbn


hnae A½mbn ]q\bnemWp Xmakn¡p¶X.v Fsâ AOsâ Ipª½bpsS aIfmWp AhÀ. sNdp¸¯nse Ahsc IeymWw Ign¸n¨p hn«p. AhcpsS `À¯mhn\p ]q\bn ÁbÀ dn¸bdnMmWp ]Wn. Hcn¡Â temdnbn \n¶nd¡nb SbÀ Dcp­v A½mhsâ ]pd¯p h¶p Ibdn BÄ t¢mkmbn. AXn ]ns¶ B SbÀ I¼\n t\m¡n AhnsS Xs¶ IgnbpIbmWp hnae A½mbn. adm«nIfmWp ISbnse tPmen¡mÀ. aebmfnIÄ A½mbnsb ]Án¨p sIm­pt]mb Ncn{Xw DÅXn\m aebmfnIsf A[nIw ISbn \nÀ¯nbn«nÃ. A½mbn¡p Hcp aIfpw aI\pw D­v. AhÀ F©n\obdnMn\p ]Tn¡m\mbn DUp¸nbnemWp Xmakn¡p¶Xv. Rm³ Hcp Câdzyqhn\mbn ]q\¡Sp¯pÅ ]n{¼n F¶ kvYe¯p t]mtI­n h¶p. AXn\m c­p aq¶p Znhkw t\cs¯ Xs¶ ]q\¡p ]pds¸«p. SbÀ ISsb¶p ]dªm IqSpXepw tdmUnemWp ]Wn. Hcp tImWn¸SnbmWp tjm¸v. AsXt¸mÄ thtWepw CSnªp hogmw. B kvYe¯ncn¡m\mbn inhtk\¡pw aÁpw amkw ]Xn\mbncw cq] sImSp¡Was{X. Ipsd c­p \ne ^vfmÁpIÄ DÅ Hcp tImf\nbnemWp A½mbn Xmakn¡p¶Xv. Rm³ sN¶t¸mÄ A½mbn am{Xsa AhnsS D­mbncp¶pÅp. s]«nbpw Xq¡n Rm³ c­p aq¶p {]mhiyw tImfnMv s_ÃSn¨n«mWp A½mbn h¶p IXIp Xpd¶Xv.

h­n A¶p teÁmbncp¶p hgnbn a®nSnªp hoWp KXmKXw XSÊs¸«p. AXn\m Rm³ ^vfmÁn FXnbt¸mÄ aWn H¼Xp Ignªp. ]q\ Itâms×ânemWp A½mbn Xmakn¡p¶X.v Ipsd aªs¡«nS§Ä Hcp tNepanÃmsX \nesImÅp¶p. knaÁn« ]SnIÄ s]mSnªp XpS§n. s]«nbpw \m«n \n¶p X¶p hn« tX§ N¡ amMv\ CXymZnIfpambn Rm³ hnjan¨p. A½mbn IXIp Xpd¶t¸mgmWp BizmkambXv, "\o \msf hcpsa¶sà ]dªXv?" A½mbn A{X Xm¸cyanÃmsX tNmZn¨p. AXp kzm`mhnIw. Fsâ A½bpw A½mbnbpw A{X tImsfm¶paÃ. ]ns¶ Rm³ t_mws_bv ]q\ Hs¡ t]mIpt¼mÄ Ibdn A½mbnbpambn ]cnNbw \ne \nÀ¯p¶XpsIm­mWp AhÀ Fs¶ kzoIcn¨Xp Xs¶. AXn\m F\n¡hcpsS \nÊwKXbntem Xm¸cyanÃmbvabntem IpÁw tXm¶nbnà " Aýmbo, C¶sebmbncp¶p h­n teÁmbn. agbpw Hs¡bmbn tKmhmbn Ipsd InS¶p. Rm³ s]mtdmt«w Hs¡ Ign¨p. C\n H¶pw th­. H¶p Ipfn¡Ww InS¡Ww " Rm³ sI«pIÄ Hs¡ \nc¡n AI¯p sh¨p. "shÅw Ipds¨ DÅp F¶m \o t]mbn Ipfn!! At¸mÄ N¸m¯n D­m¡­tÃm AtÃ" A½mbn apSn hmcns¡«n tX§IfpsS ]mcvk FSp¯p \nc¡n I«nensâ Iogn h¨p IXIp AS¨p IpÁnbn«p.

A½mbn¡p At¸mgpw Hcp InX¸p­mbncp¶p. hnbÀ¸p XpÅnIÄ aq¡nepw aÁpw s]mSnªp \n¡p¶p. A½mbns¡t´m Hcp ]cp§Â t]mse. km[mcW AhÀ apSn c­mbn saSªmWnSp¶Xp. CXnt¸mÄ Xnc¡n«p hmcns¡«nbt]mse. \c¨ apSnbngIÄ ]mdn \n¡p¶p­v. Fsâ t\m«w A[nIambnt¸mtbm A½mbn H¶p \mWn¨t]mse. Rm³ ]Xps¡ apgnª jÀ«pw ]mâpw Agn¨n«p ep¦nsbSp¯pSp¯p. A½mbn Nmb D­m¡m\mbn Ìu I¯n¨p shÅw h¨p. AhnsS BsI c³Sp apdnIfmWpÅXv. sSmbveÁpw Ipfnapdnbpw {]tXyIw AhbpsS as[ybpÅ CS\mgnbnÂ. ASp¡fbn hensbmcp ho¸ h¨n«p­v. AXnemWp shÅw FIv{Ìm kw`cn¡p¶Xv.

Rm³ A½bnbpsS s_{Uqan\p tNÀ¶pÅ sIm¨papdnbn Ibdn apgnª XpWnsbms¡ _¡Án«p. ep¦n¡pw apjnª aWw. AXn\m Hcp s_ÀapU FSp¯n«p. At¸mÄ A½mbn Nmbbpambn h¶p F\n¡p \o«n. _ÀapU¡pÅn Fsâ kmam\w InS¶p ASn¡p¶p­mbncp¶p. A½mbn AXp {i[ns¨¶p tXm¶p¶p. AhÀ H¶p Nqfn "thKw Ipfn¨p InS¡m³ t\m¡p  I¼nfn thtWm t\m¡s« " F¶pw ]dªp A½mbn A½mbnbpsS apdnbnte¡p t]mbn.. Rm³ At¸mgmWp F® tX¨nsöp HmÀ¯Xv. Fsâ I¿n F®bnÃmbncp¶p. A½mbnbpsS ASp¯p tNmZn¡m\mbn Rm³ A½mbnbpsS apdnbnse¯n. "A½mbo Ipd¨p F®" Rm³ tNmZn¨t¸mÄ A½mbn H¶p sR«n. AhÀ apdnbnset´m ASp¡pIbmbncp¶p. Rm³ AhcpsS InS¡bn Ducn C«ncp¶ henb Idp¯ {_mbpw Npcp­p kv{]n§pt]mse InS¶ henb P«nbpw {i[n¨p. P«n Imen \n¶pw hen¨qcn I«vensâ aqebn InS¶ncp¶p. s]s«¶p thsd Hcp hkvXp Fsâ I®n s]«p. Hcp t\{´¡mb!!! ]IpXn sXmen¨Xmbncp¶p AXp ,t\{´¡m Xn¶n«nà F¶m AXnsâ A{Kw Hs¡ Fen ISn¨ t]mse Ccp¶p, Hcp sImgp¸pw, A½mbn G¯¡m kmam\¯n hÃXpw tIÁns¡m­ncp¶XmsWm F¶p F\n¡p kwibw tXm¶n..

Rm³ Ipfn¨n«p h¶t¸mÄ A½mbn InS¡m\pÅ X¿msdSp¸pIÄ \S¯nbncp¶p. F\n¡p Hcp tImkSn hncn¨ncp¶p. \à Hcp ]pX¸pw X¶p "F¶m \o InSt¶mfq bm{Xm£oWw D­tÃm " F¶p ]dªp A½mbn Xsâ apdnbnte¡p t]mbn IpÁnbn«p. F\n¡p Dd¡w h¶nÃ. A½mbnbpsS InS¡bn Rm³ I­ t\{´¸gw Fs¶ kwibn¸n¨ncp¶p. A½mbn¡p \m¸X©vNp ImWpw. `À¯mhp acn¨n«p ]¯p hÀjt¯mfambn. AhcpsS \à {]mb¯nemWp AbmfpsS ]pd¯p SbÀ tIdnbXv. A½mbn kzbwt`mKw sN¿ptam F¦n AXpI­p Hcp hmWw Rm\pw hnSmsa¶p IcpXn. Xmt¡mÄ ]gpXneqsS t\m¡nbn«p H¶pw ImWp¶nÃ. AI¯p ebnÁps­¶p am{Xw Adnbmw. Rm³ tIma¬ _m¯v dqan t\m¡n. Ipfn¡p¶ _mXv dqan\p c­p IXIp­v. CS\mgnbn \n¶pw s_{Uqan \n¶pw AXn Ibdmw. s_Uv dqan \n¶pÅ IXIp IpÁnbn«n«nÃmbncp¶p. Fsâ `mKyw A½mbn AXp ad¶pt]mbX.v Rm³ _mXv dqan Ibdn ]Xps¡ IXIp XÅn. `mKyw IXIp IcªnÃ. hnPmKcnbpsS CSbneqsS A½mbnbpsS apdn F\n¡p ImWm\mbn..

IXInsâ I«nfbpw `n¯nbpw X½nepw hnShp­mbncp¶p. ]mÁIÄ ]Xp§n Ccn¡p¶Xp Rm³ I­p. A½mbn InS¡m\pÅ X¿msdSp¸nemWp. XebWbpw sa¯bpw IpSªp hncn¨n«p­v. A½mbn DSp¯ncp¶ kmcn amÁpIbmbncp¶p. At¸mÄ F\n¡p ]pdw XncnªmWp AhÀ \n¡p¶Xv. AhÀ kmcnbpsS aSn¡p¯gn¨p. AXp tZl¯p \n¶pw amÁn ap«padbp¶ Hcp ASn¸mhmSbpw »hpkpw [cn¨p AhÀ \n¶p ]ns¶ AhÀ B »hpkpw Ducn I«nensâ Xe¡Â C«p. shfp¯ Dcp­ icocw a[b hbkvIbmsW¦nepw Hcp j¡oebpsS amZIXzw, \à ]c¶p aS¡pIÄ [mcmfapÅ hbÀ, tIm«¬ t_mUokn XpÅn¡fn¡p¶ apeIÄ, Ah A¸w CSnªp XmWncp¶p F¶mepw \à hen¸w!! Fdn¨p \n¡p¶ shfp¯ apeIÄ, Igp¯n Hcp henb amebpw D­.v AhÀ »hpskSp¯v aS¡pt¼mÄ Fs¶ t^kp sNbvXncp¶p. shfp¯ t_mUokneqsS AhcpsS ape¡®pIÄ F\n¡p ImWmambncp¶p c­p cq] Xp«nsâ hymkw hcpw ape sR«pIÄ Im¸n¡pcp t]mse Xpdn¨p \n¶p. A½mbn t_mUoknsâ sI«pIÄ Agn¨p B apeIÄ kzX{´ambn. A½mbn ASnbn H¶pw CSmsXbmWp InS¡p¶sXs¶\n¡p a\Ênembn. AhÀ t_mUokpw »hpkns\m¸w aS¡n XebW¡ogn h¨p cm{Xn Fgpt\Âs¡­nh¶m s]s«¶p X¸n [cn¡m\mbncn¡Ww Ah XebW¡ogn h¨Xv.

Cu A½mbn Rm³ IcpXnbXns\¡mÄ Nc¡mWtÃm F¶t¸mÄ F\n¡p tXm¶n. B {]k¶aÃm¯ apJw, AhcpsS Aekamb hkv{X [mcWw F¶nh t_m[]qdzzw AhcpsS icoc `wKn ad¡p¶ Hcp AShmbn F\n¡p tXm¶n. IqSpX BIÀjWobX Ds­¶p I­m HÁ¡p Xmakn¡p¶ Hcp hn[h¡Xp ]mcbmIpsa¶p A\p`hw Ahsc ]Tn¸n¨ncn¡Ww. AhÀ At¸mÄ ASn¸mhmSbpsS NcSpIÄ Agn¡p¶Xp Rm³ I­p. B ]mhmS AhcpsS Acbn \n¶pw Ducn Xdbn hoWp. AhÀ ]qÀ® \ábmbn F\n¡p t\sc Xncnªp. tlm Fsâ Ip® 90 Un{Kobn \n¶pw ho­pw apIfnte¡p t]mbn. H¶Ss§Sm Ip«¸m, Rm³ Ahs\ ]nSn¨aÀ¯n. ]s£ A½mbnbpsS amZIamb Acs¡«pw AXn\p \Sp¡pÅ Idp¯p Npcp­ tcma¡mSpw B aS¡pIÄ hoW ASnhbdpw Xangv \Sn IncWnsâ s]m¡nfpw Bl F\n¡p H¶p hmWaSn¡msX ]Ánsömbn.

A½mbn ]qÀ® \ábmbn«mtWm InS¡p¶X?v F\n¡p a\ÊnembnÃ. ]s£ ASp¯ \nanjw AhÀ InS¡bnte¡p Ibdn XebW DbÀ¯n h¨p. ImepIÄ AIÁn ]IpXn sXmen¨ t\{´¸gw AhcpsS I¿n FhnsS \nt¶m {]Xy£s¸«p. hmgt¸mf t]mse XSn¨ XpSIÄ AhÀ AIÁn. c­p ImepIfpw hi§fn Ip¯n Hcp U»yp F¶ A£cw t]mse. AXm AhÀ Imensâ CS¡pÅ tcma¡qSp hIªp AXnte¡p t\{´¸gw XÅn¡bÁn AXp A½mbnbpsS NqSp ]qÁnte¡p kpKaambn Ibdn.. AhcpsS CSXp I¿n B ]gw AIt¯¡pw ]pdt¯¡pw \o§n AtXmsSm¸w heXp I¿p]tbmKn¨p A½mbn kz´w apeIÄ sRcn¡m³ XpS§n ]ns¶ AhÀ B apeIÄ s]m¡n \¡m³ {ian¨p F\n¡p hnizkn¡m³ IgnªnÃ. B ape¡®pIfn AhcpsS \mhp F¯n¸nSn¨p. Rm\pw aSn¨nà IXInsâ hnShneqsS A½mbnbpsS kzbwt`mKw t\m¡n ckn¨p Rm\pw Hcp hmWw hnSm\pÅ Bcw`ambn.

Cu kabw Hcp \in¨ ]mÁ Fsâ ap¶n ]mdn ¸d¡m³ XpS§n AXns\ Nhn«n Ac¡m\pÅ tZjyw D­mbncps¶¦nepw iÐw D­m¡mXncn¡m\mbn Rm³ AXns\ AhKWn¨p. AtXmsSm¸w _ÀapUmbn \n¶pw Fsâ enwKw ]pds¯Sp¯p. AXnsâ AÁw sXmen¨p. AhnsS tX³ XpÅn h¶p \n¸p­mbncp¶p. ho­pw Rm³ A½mbnsb t\m¡nbt¸mÄ B apgp¯ G¯³ ]gw _m¡n sXmen IqSn amÁn A½mbn ]qdn\pÅnte¡p IbÁn¡gnªncp¶p. AXnsâ A{Kw AhcpsS ]qdn\pÅnse sImgp¸pImcWw AhcpsS hncepIÄ¡nSbn \n¶pw sX¶n t]m¡p¶Xp Rm³ I­p. AhÀ XebWbn \n¶pw Nmc Ipd¨p apt¶m«mªp kz´w ]qdn G¯¸gw Ibdp¶Xp t\m¡n BkzZn¡pIbmbncp¶p. At¸mÄ Rm\pw B ImgvN I­p kv]oUn hmWw hnSm³ XpS§n.

A½mbn Bl, lq Fs¶ms¡ A]iÐ§Ä ]pds¸Sphn¨p sIm­ncp¶p, AhÀ InS¡bn InS¶p ]pfbpIbmbncp¶p, Rm³ Ipep¡p¶ Xnc¡nepw, s]s«¶p c­p ]mÁIÄ CWIfmbn ]d¶p Fsâ kmam\¯n Hcp ISn, F\n¡p ]t­ ]mÁ F¶m t]SnbmWp. CXnt¸mÄ cs­®w h¶p tZl¯p hogpIbpw Ah Fsâ enwKw Icfp¶Xp t]mse tXm¶nbXpw Rm³ At¿m F¶p hnfn¨p apt¶m«p NmSn IXIpw Xpd¶p Rm\Xm A½mbnbpsS apdnbnÂ!! A½mbn A¼c¶p Fs¶ t\m¡n. AhÀs¡´p sN¿Wsa¶p a\ÊnembnÃ. hnizkn¡m\mhm¯ Ft´m I­Xpt]mse, AhÀ ]qdn\pÅn G¯¸ghpambn, hmWw ASn¨p \n¡p¶ Fs¶ I­p I®S¨p. "FXm CXp sÈ" AhÀ sR«n ]nSsªWoÁp. AhÀ Rm³ Ahsc I­p hmWaSn¡pIbmbncps¶¶ bmYmÀYyhpw AhcpsS kzbwt`mKw Rm³ Is­¶ Adnhpw ImcWw hÃmsXbmbn. Rm³ s]s«¶p ka\ne hos­Sp¯p A½mbnsb tIdn sI«n¸nSn¨p. A½mbns¡s´¦nepw sN¿m³ Ignbp¶Xn\p ap¼p A½mbnbpsS A[c§Ä Fsâ hmb¡pÅnembn. A½mbnbpsS Np­pIÄ Rm³ hen¨p IpSn¨p. AtXmsSm¸w A½mbnbpsS ]qdnse G¯¸gw Rm³ hen¨qcn.  AXp c­mbn apdn¨p. Rm³ ]IpXn Fsâ hmbnepw, ]IpXn A½mbnbpsS hmbnepw XÅn¡bÁn.. A½mbnsb Rm³ ]q­S¡w ]nSn¨p A½mbnbpsS sImgp¯pcp­ icocw Rm³ F¶nte¡p tNÀ¯aÀ¯n.. kabw IfbmsX Rm³ A½mbnbpsS ]pdt¯¡p Ibdn Ahsc Fsâ Icheb¯neaÀ¯n sRcn¨p. ]ns¶ AhcpsS s\Ánbnepw I®pIfnepw sNhnIfnepw aq¡nepw aq¡nsâ Zzmc¯nepw Fsâ Np­pIÄ D]tbmKn¨p AaÀ¯n Npw_n¨p. AhÀ hnbÀ¯ncp¶p. Rm\pw. R§Ä H¶mbn InS¡bn InS¶pcp­p. A½mbn¡p {]Xntj[n¡m³ Ahkcw sImSp¡msX Rm³ A½mbnbpsS ap«³ apeIÄ hmbnem¡n. B ape¡®pIÄ Rm³ Cu¼n¡pSn¨p A½mbn Ft¶mSp klIcn¡m³ XpS§nsb¶p ]dªm aXnbtÃm.

A½mbnbpsS Xp¸Â Rm³ \¡nsbSp¯p. B hfn¸p amÁm\mbn Rm³ A½mbnbpsS icocw Xncn¨n«p apXpInepw Igp¯nepw \¡m³ XpS§n. A½mbnbpsS ]pdw B\bpsS akvXIw t]mse hnimeambncp¶p. hnbÀ¸n IpXnd¶ AhÀ¡p Hcp NXª Ceªn¸qaWap­mbncp¶p. Rm³ AhcpsS apXpIn ISn¨p At¸mÄ AhÀ ]pfªp. Rm³ B `pP§fnepw aÁpw ISn¨p A½mbn io Blv F¶p iÐap­m¡n. AhcpsS icocw At¸mÄ ae¼\n ]nSn¨t]mse s]mÅp¶p­mbncp¶p. ho­pw Ahsc Rm³ F\n¡p t\sc Xncn¨p. Rm³ Fsâ \mhp shfnbnte¡p \o«n. AhÀ AXp kz´w hmbnem¡n Cu¼n. Rm³ At¸mÄ AhcpsS Im¸n¡pcp ape¡®pIÄ ]nSn¨p sRcSn AhÀ InS¶p ]pfªp.

Fsâ Icp¯\mb Ip® ]®m³ sdUnbmbncp¶p. A½mbnbpsS NqSp]qÁnte¡p Rm³ Ahs\ IbÁn. G¯¸gw Ibdnb ]qdn Fsâ kmam\w sNdpXmbncp¶p. F¶m A½mbnbpsS tbm\n AXns\ apdpsI ]nSn¨p. Rm³ BªSn¡m³ XpS§n. A½mbn \mWw ad¶p klIcn¡m³ XpS§n. Rm³ Hcp ]¯p {]mhiyw ASn¨t¸mtg¡pw F\n¡p shÅw t]mbn hmWaSn¡pt¼mÄ F\n¡p IqSpX It{­mÄ In«p¶Xmbncp¶p. IqSpX kabhpw A½mbn ]qdnsâ kv]Àiw Ahs\ s]s«¶p OÀ±n¸n¨p Ifªp Rms\m¶p N½n. A½mbn At¸mgpw Fsâ Ip­nbn Cdp¡n¸nSn¨p X¶nte¡p tNÀ¯aÀ¯pIbmbncp¶p.

A½mbn Fs¶ sI«n¸nSn¨p X¶nte¡p tNcv¯aÀ¯n t]Sns¡­ tams\ AXn\nbpw hfcpw. At¸mÄ IqSpX kabw In«pw. Rm\pw A½mbnbpw sI«n¸nSn¨p InS¶p. At¸mÄ A½mbn Ft¶mSp Xm³ F¶pw Hcp kzbws`mKw sNbvXns« InS¡pIbpÅp F¶ clkyw shfns¸Sp¯n A½mbnbpw Rm\pw ]camh[n kpJn¡Ww F¶p Xocpam\n¨p. A½mbn InS¡bn aeÀ¶p InS¶p. AhÀ XeapSn sI«n At¸mÄ A½mbnbpsS sImgp¯ I£hpw AXn \ndsb hym]n¨ncp¶ tcma§fpw Rm³ I­p AXp I³St¸mÄ F\ns¡mcp sImXn A½mbnbpsS Ijw H¶p \¡Ww. B hnbÀ¸pW§nb I£w Fs¶ hÃmsX BIÀjn¨p A½mbn k½Xn¨p. Rm³ A½mbnbpsS I£w \¡m³ XpS§n A½mbn¡p In¡nfnbmbo¦nepw AhÀ F\n¡p AhnSw \¡n XpS¡m³ A\phZn¨p. A½mbnbpsS I£¯nse D¸p cks½Ãmw \¡n FSp¡p¶Xp hsc Rm³ AXp XpSÀ¶p. ]ns¶ Rm³ ape¡p Xmsgbpw ape¡®pIfnepw apeIfpsS CS¡pÅ B hnShnepw \¡m³ Bcw`n¨p. AhnsSÃmw hnbÀ¸pw D¸pw Hcp a¡p aWhpw IqSnt¨À¶p. F\ns¡t´m henb BkzmZyX tXm¶n. A½mbn In¡nfn sIm­p Ipep§n Nncn¨XÃmsX H¶pw FXncp ]dªnÃ. ]Xps¡ Rm³ A½mbnbpsS ]c¶ IpShbdnte¡p \o§n. B aS¡pIfnsems¡ Rm³ Hcp ]«n¡pªns\ t¸mse \¡ns¡mSp¯p. A½mbnbpsS ]c¶ DZc¯n\p \Sp¡pÅ Inc¬ s]m¡nÄ Hcp sNdnb \mc§ Ccn¡m³ IgnhpÅ Hcp sIm¨p Ipgnbmbncp¶p. AhnsSms¡ Idp¯ hnbÀ¸pw s]mSnbpw IeÀ¶ an{inXw ]Ánbncp¶p. Rm³ AsXms¡ hm¡phw ¢o\À t]mse \¡n FSp¯p.

A½mbn Xsâ XpSIÄ tNÀ¯p Xncp½ns¡m­ncp¶p. Rm³ \mhp Xmtgt¡mSn¨p. A½mhnbpsS Npcpf³ ]qÀ Im«n IS¶p A½mbn Fsâ Xe ]nSn¨p X¶nte¡aÀ¯n. Fsâ Npcp­ apSnbngIfn A½bnbpsS hncepIÄ NpÁn. B ]gaWapÅ ]qdnsâ aWw F\n¡p s]cp¯nãambn. ]gb D¸pam§ `cWn Xpd¡p¶ Hcp aWambncp¶p. AXv Rm³ A½mbnbpsS t_mUoskSp¯p AXn\pÅn IbÁn Fsâ Xs¶ ip¢w Hs¡ H¶p XpSs¨Sp¯p. ]ns¶ A½mbnbpsS ]qÀ {XntImWw XpS§p¶nS¯p Rm³ Npw_n¨p. A½mbn Fs¶ ]nSn¨p ho­pw AaÀ¯n. \à abapÅ Hcp ]qdmbncp¶p AXp shs´Sp¯ _®pt]mse AXp \Sp`mKw hoÀ¯pw hi§Ä ]c¶pw Ccp¶p. Fsâ aq¡n A½mbnbpsS N¡¡pcp I´p XSªp. Rm³ t\m¡nbt¸mÄ Hcp apesR«pt]mse A½mbnbpsS Nm«¡´v AXnsâ AÁw sNdp_me·mcpsS Np®n t]mse Npcp­p Idp¯ncp¶p.

Rm³ A½mbnsb IakvXn¡nS¯n A½mbnbpsS I\¯ N´nIfpsS aWw BkzZn¨p. A½mbn AXp ths­¶p hne¡nbn«pw Rm³ B N´nhnShpIfn \mthmSn¨p. HSphn Rm³ A½mbnbpsS `mcn¨ Ip­n hen¨I¯n B KpZw Hcp t\m¡p I­p. Hcp Idp¯ Zzmcambncp¶p. AXp NpÁpw tcma§fpambn. Rm³ AXn hncep ]ncn¨p IbÁn F¶n«p ASnbnte¡nd§n A½mbnbpsS I´p \m¡p D]tbmKn¨p X¸n. B Nm«¡´t¸mÄ Hcp ¹mÌnIv NcSnsâ AÁw t]mse IqÀTvXp t{Ìm§mbncp¶p Rm³ AXn \mhn«p NpÁn¸nSn¨p. B ]qsam«p hmbnem¡n Ddn©nbt¸mÄ A½mbn InSm¡bn InS¶p Imen«Sn¨p Rm\pt­m hnSp¶p. A½mbnbpsS ]qSsbÃmw s]mgnªp Fsâ aq¡nepw hmbnepw Ibdnbn«pw Rms\mcp Ipfb« t]mse A½mbn¡´n NpÁn ISn¨p A½mbn ]cthi¯m InS¶p ]pfªp HSphn AhÀ "hs¶Sm tams\" F¶p ]dªp Fs¶ XÅnamÁn ]i ]pc­ Fsâ apJw Npw_n¨p.

s]m¶ptams\ Rm³ CXp ad¡¯nsÃSm PohnX¯n BZyambn«mWp Rm³ C§ns\ kpJn¡p¶X.v s]m¶p Ip« \n\¡p Rm³ F´p thtWepw sN¿mw. tamt\ s]m¶p Ip«m IÅ. A½mbn tams\ H¶p ImsWs«Sm. \o ChnsS InS¡p. A½mbn Fs¶ aeÀ¯n InS¯n.  A½mbnbpsS Xq§nbmSp¶ apeIfpw ]m¼p ASbncn¡p¶t]msebpÅ sRmdnhbdpw, AXnsâ ]e aS¡pIfpw, B sh®¯pSIfpw I­t¸mÄ Fsâ Ip«³ ]ns¶bpw DWÀ¶p A½mbn AXn IS¶p ]nSn¨p. s{]a ]qdzzw XtemSn. AtXmsS Ah³ IqSpX ià\mbn amdn. A½mbn AXnsâ AÁw sasà sXmen¨p Nph¶ aIpSw I¿nen«p ]nXp¡n. At¸mÄ tNmc Hm«w IqSn Ip®¯e¸n Hcp XpÅn tX³ {]Xy£ambn A½mbn AXp hnc Xp¼m H¸nsbSp¯p AXn \¡n ]ns¶ I¿nen«p c­p {]mhiyw sXmen¨p ]ns¶ A½mbn Np­pIÄ ASp¸n¨p. AXnsâ AÁw B XSn¨ Np­pIÄ¡pÅnem¡n A½mbn A[nIw Xmakn¡msX Ip® hmbnen«p \¡m\pw Fsâ D­Ifn ]nSn¨p sRcn¡m\pw XpS§n. Rm³ InS¡bn \nÊlmb\mbn A½mbnbpsS ]qÀ® \K´bpsS amkac elcnbn InS¶p.

A½mbn kmam\¯nsâ IS apX apIfnte¡p \¡n Fsâ Rc¼p ]nWª `mK¯p AhÀ IqSpX {i[n¨p. Fsâ Ip® D{K cq]nbmbn CfInbmSn. ]ns¶ A½mbn Hcp IŨncntbmsS Fsâ apIfnte¡p Ibdn. AhÀ ]Xps¡ Xsâ ]rYpe \nXw_w Fsâ Acs¡«nte¡p Xmgv¯n sIm­p h¶p. B tcmtaizcnbpsS ]qÀ Fsâ Ip®sb hngp§n. Fsâ Ip® IS hsc A½mbpsS ]qdn IS¶p. A½mbnbpsS kmam\w \ndsb tcmaambncp¶p. Ah Fsâ Acs¡«nse tcma§fpambn sI«p ]nWªp ]ns¶ A½mbn s]m§m\pw Xmgm\pw XpS§n A½mbn Xmfm¯n Fsâ Acs¡«n Ccp¶p s]m§n XmWp ASn XpS§n `kv ]pÊv F¶ iÏw tI«p Rm³ t\m¡nbt¸mÄ Ip® CS¡p A½mbnbpsS ]qdn \n¶pw shfnbn hcp¶Xp I­p A½mbn ho­pw Ahs\ Xsâ NqSp ]qÁnte¡p IbÁn ASn¨p sIm­ncp¶p. \à Xmf¯nepÅ A½mbnbpsS ASnImWp¶Xp Xs¶ tcmam©P\Iambncp¶p. AhusS Xq§nb apeIÄ Xmf¯nemSn s]m³ apebn A½m\amSn F³ Ip® At§¡sc t]mbn hm F¶ ]m«nse t]mse Ipsd ASn¨n«pw F\n¡p shÅw hcp¶ e£Ww I­nà A½mbn Fsâ icoc¯n \ns¶gpt\Áp C\n \o tIdn ASns¡Sm A½mbn H¶p IqSn kpJn¡s«. A½mbn aeÀ¶p InS¶p. Rm³ A½mbnbpsS Acs¡«nte¡p ho­pw Ip® XÅn¡bÁn. ]ns¶ Hcp ]¯p an\n«p ASn¨p sImSp¯p A½mbnbpw \à klIcWambncp¶p. CS¡nsS AhÀ Fsâ ape¡®n ISn¡pIbpw sNbvXp A{]mhiyw F\n¡p shÅw A[nIw t]mbnÃ, Hcp s]cp¸p am{Xw BWp A\p`hs¸«Xv. Rm³ t\m¡nbt¸mÄ ip¢XpÅnIÄ hoWn«p­v. Rm³ kmam\w DucmsX A½mbnbpsS ]pd¯p InS¶p.
A¸w Ignªt¸mÄ A½mbn FWoÁp _mXv dqante¡p t]mbn _mXv dqan jhÀ Xpd¶t¸mÄ Rm\pw AhntS¡p sN¶p. A½mbn jhdn\Snbn \n¶p Rm³ tkms¸Sp¯p ]X¸n¨p A½mbnbpsS apXpInepw Ip­nIfnepw ]pc«n A½mbn F\n¡p tkm¸p ]pc«m³ ]mI¯n \n¶p X¶p. Rm³ A½mbnbpsS Ip­nbpw kmam\hpw Hs¡ hr¯nbmbn IgpIn A½mbn Fs¶bpw Ipfn¸n¨p ]ns¶ R§Ä ]ckv]cw tXmÀ¯n A½mbn s{UÊp H¶pw CSmsX Xs¶ InS¡bn h¶p XWp¸pÅ B \áta\n Rm³ ]ns¶bpw XtemSn A½mbn ebnÁW¨p Hcp \oe s_Uv dqw em¼p am{Xan«p F¶n«p A½mbn ]dªp "FSm \o Xmtgm«nd§nInS¡p , Fsâ XpSbpsS CSbn F\n¡p cm{Xn \nsâ Bhiyw hcpw tam³ A½mbnbpsS I´v \tÃmWw H¶p IqSn N¸n¯m" tI« ]mXn tIÄ¡m¯ ]mXn A½mbnbpsS Acs¡«nte¡p Fsâ apJw t]mbn A½mbn Xsâ XSn¨ XpSIfm Fs¶ _Ô\kvY\m¡n.

aWn c­p Ignªncn¡Ww A½mbnbpsS c­p XpSIÄ¡nSbnemWp Fsâ Igp¯p apJw ]qdn Xs¶ Rm³ A½mbnbpsS tkm¸p aWapÅ ]qdn sasà \¡m³ XpS§n A½mbn Im AI¯n X¶p Hcn¡Â IqSn A½mbnsb Rm³ A¶p cm{Xn \¡n kpJn¸n¨p.

cmhnse A½mbn t\cs¯ Fgpt\Áp Nmb C«p F\n¡p sIm­p X¶p.Rm³ InS¡bn InS¶p AXp IpSn¨p. A½mbn ISbn t]mbn«p XncnsI h¶t¸mÄ aWn F«p Ignªp. AhnsSÃmw ISIÄ Imes¯ Xs¶ Xpd¡pw. temdnIÄ Hs¡ ImÁp sN¡p sNbvXp Áyq_p amtÁ­hÀ amÁn {]`mX¯n Xs¶ bm{XbmIpw. A½mbn XncnsI F¯nbt¸mÄ k©nbn Hcp BSnsâ Xebpw D­mbncp¶p. A½mbn B«n³ kq¸p sh¡m\pÅ ]cn]mSn Bbn.. Ft¶mSp t]mbn Ac¡p¸n d½p hm§n hcm³ ]dªt¸mÄ Rm³ AÂ`pXs¸«p. F¶m SbÀ Cf¡p¶ tPmen A½mbnbpw sN¿psa¶pw cm{Xnbn A¸w tkhn¡psa¶pw A½mbn Ft¶mSp ]dªp. ImbnImZzm\apÅ ]Wn BIpt¼mÄ A¸w d½Sn¨m Cuizc³ ]nW§ptam ? Rm³ d½p hm§n h¶t¸mÄ t{_Iv ^mÌv tdUn.

N¸m¯nbpw Dcpf¡ng§p Idnbpambncp¶p hn`hw "G¯¸gantà A½mbo " F¶p Rm³ tNmZn¨t¸mÄ A½mbn "G¯¸gw ]pgp§m³ sh¡msa¶p ]dªp" A¸w Ignªp A½mbn ASp¡fbn \n¶pw h¶p AhÀ Fs¶ kmcn s]m¡n ImWn¨p. A½mbn Hcp henb Idp¯ P«n C«ncp¶p. AXn\pÅn BWnsâ kmam\w t]mse Ft´m XÅn \n¸p­mbncp¶p. F\ns¡m¶pw a\Ênembnà A½mbn P«n Xmgv¯n Fs¶ ImWn¨vp AsXmdp apgp¯ G¯³ ]gambncp¶p A½mbnbpsS ]qdn AXp ]IpXnbpw IbÁn h¨ncn¡p¶p , A½mbnbpsS ]qdn\pÅnemWp ]gw ]pgp§p¶sX¶p I­t¸mÄ F\n¡p BsI I¼nbmbn Rm³ A½mbnsb sI«n¸nSn¨p. B kmcn ]nSn¨gn¨p. A½mbn Ac¡p Xmtgm«p P«n am{Xan«p BSnsâ Xe icnbm¡n ]ns¶ aªÄ apfIp Hs¡ FSpÁvXp kq¸p­m¡mWpÅ X¿msdSp¸pIÄ Bbncp¶p. Rm³ A½mbnbpsS P«n¡p ]pd¯p IqSn B N´nIÄ ]nSn¨p. A½mbn [rX KXnbn tPmenIÄ sNbvXp Fsâ Bthi¯n\XncnÃmbncp¶p. Rm³ A½mbnbpsS »hpkpw ]nSn¨p Dcnªp amÁn A½mbn P«nbpw t_mUokpambn IqkenÃmsX ASp¡fbn ]Wn sNbvXp. Hcp ]¯p aWn Bbt¸mÄ A½mbn P«n¡pÅn \n¶pw ]gw ]pds¯Sp¯p. "C¶m Xn¶p \Ãh®w ]pgp§nsbSm tams\"
A½mbnbpsS ]qdnencp¶p NqSmb ]gw Rm³ Xn¶p 

Rm³ ]gw Xn¶t¸mÄ A½mbn P«n Ducn Xdbnen«p. F¶n«p Im Ih¨p Hcp \n¸p \n¶p. Rm³ B`mkamb B \n¸p I­mkzZn¨p. AhÀ hncepIfm Xsâ tcma¡qSp hIªp B I´p ]pds¯Sp¯p. Hcp Idp¯ ]¨apfIpt]msebp­mbncp¶p AXp Rm³ HmSns¨¶p A½mbnbpsS ]¨¡´n Np­p tNÀ¯p A½mbn Fsâ Xe ]nSn¨p ]qÀte¡p tNÀ¯p A½mbn ho­pw kzÀK w I­p ]ns¶ AhÀ P«nbn«p kmcnbpw DSp¯p tNmdp­m¡m³ XpS§n GItZkw ]{´m­p Ignªt¸mÄ tNmdpw a«¬ Idnbpw kq¸pw ]ns¶ NSv\nbpw sdUnbmbn A½mbn BsI hnbÀ¯p Ipfn¨ncp¶p AhcpsS I£§fnse hnbÀ¸p \\ªp henb ]¸S h«¯n »hvkp IpXnÀ¶ncp¶p D¸pckw I«]nSn¨ shfp¯ ]mSpt]mepw AXn D­mbncp¶p A½mbn B »hpkp Ducn Xdbn C«p tZl¯msI ISpsI® ]pc«n ISpsI®bpsS cq£amb aWw AhnsSbmsI ]c¶p ]ns¶ AhÀ Ipfn¡m³ Ibdn A¸w Ignªt¸mÄ AhÀ Fs¶ hnfn¨p Rm³ sN¶t¸mÄ AhÀ Hcp tdkÀ F\n¡p \o«n
"FSm Fsâ AcsbÃmw H¶p hSn¡p H¯ncn \mfmbn ImSp ]nSn¨p InS¡p¶p"
F\n¡p CXn ]cw kt´mjanÃmbncp¶p Rm³ Hcp Ac aWn¡qÀ sIm­p A½mbnbpsS Acs¡«p hSn¨p `wKnbm¡n AhcpsS ]qdnsâ CXfpIÄ hSn¡m³ hfsc ]mSps]«p Hcp `oa³ {XntImWw HSphn Rm³ B ImSp sh«ns¯fn¨p Is­Sp¯p AXn\p \Sphn B Hma\¡´v F´m AXnsâ \ofw A½mbn I£w s]m¡n AhnsSbpw Fs¶ sIm­p hSn¸n¨p HSphn FÃmw Ignªt¸mÄ aWn H¶cbmbn.

R§Ä c­mfpw AXp Ignªp Hcpan¨p `£Ww Ign¨p. B«n³ kq¸pw d½pw c­pt]cpw icn¡p Ign¨p. A½mbn shÅw t]mepw tNÀ¡msX d½p Ign¡p¶Xp I­p Rm³ A¼c¶pt]mbn.. ]ns¶ AhÀ ASp¡fbn \n¶pw ImcÁv, I¡nUn F¶nh Acnªp h¨sXSp¯p sIm­ph¶p. AXn Hmtcm IjWw FSp¯p Xsâ Ih¡nSbn h¨n«p AsXs¶s¡m­p XoÁn¨p. Rm³ AhcpsS Imen\nSbn Fgªp thWambncp¶p AsXSp¡m³ ]ns¶ AhÀ Fsâ I¿pIÄ c­pw Iq«n sI«n I«nensâ Imen Fs¶ Nmcn Ccp¯n. AhÀ NqSpÅ B«n³ kq¸p Xsâ s]m¡nfn Hgn¨p. F¶n«p AXp Xmtg¡p hcpt¼mÄ Fsâ apJw AhcpsS tjhp sNbvX ]qdn \n¶pw Hen¨nd§p¶ XpÅnIfmbn Fs¶ sIm­p IpSn¸n¨p. A½mbn kq¸n Fcnhp tNÀ¯ncp¶nÃ. AhcpsS tbm\nbmsI kq¸n IpXnÀ¶p AsXs¶ sIm­hÀ \¡n¨p. ]n¶oShÀ F\n¡p ]pdw Xncnªp \n¶p kqs¸Sp¯p N´nIfnepw Ih¡nSbnepw Hs¡ ]pc«n  Fs¶s¡m­p AhcpsS icoc¯nsâ ]n³ `mKw \¡n¨p. Rm³ AXpw A\pkcn¨p AhcpsS KpZw hsc Rm³ \¡n sImSp¯p. icn¡pw AhcpsS ASnabmbn amdn Rm³ aZyw AI¯pÅXn\m AsXms¡ Hcp ckambncp¶p.

AsXÃmw \¡n XpS¨p Ignªt¸mÄ AhÄ F\n¡p apIfn Ih¨p \n¶p aq{Xw Hgn¨p. NqSp aq{Xw hoWp IpXnd¶ Fs¶ AhÀ Npw_n¨p. Fsâ kmam\w AhÀ I¿nseSp¯p Dcp«nbpw hen¨pw ]gbt]mse hSnbm¡n. F¶n«p AhÀ Hcp henb sagpIpXncn FSp¯p I¯n¨p B sagpIpXpÅnIÄ DcpIp¶Xp Fsâ enwK¯n hogn¨p sI«nbn«ncp¶Xn\m F\n¡p H¶pw sN¿m³ IgnªnÃ. HSphn Fsâ Acs¡«nse tcmaKMsfms¡ hmIvkn s]mXnªp. ]ns¶ AhÀ ho­pw Fsâ Acs¡«n Ccp¶p kmam\w AhcpsS ]qdn IbÁn ASn XpS§n. sagpIpXncn XpÅnIÄ hoWp s]mÅnbXn\m F\n¡p shÅw h¶nÃ. AXn\m GXm­p Ccp]Xp an\n«p hsc F\n¡p ]nSn¨p \n¡m³ km[n¨p. A½mbn Fsâ sImSnacw DÅnem¡n Hcp XncnIÃpt]mse Ccp¶p Xncnªp.


Ft¸mtgm Rm³ Dd§nt¸mbn DWÀ¶t¸mÄ cm{Xn Bbncp¶p. A½mbn \ábmbn Fsâ ASp¯p InS¸p­mbncp¶p. Rm³ Ahsc DWÀ¯msX A amZI`wKn BkzZn¨p. ]ns¶ Hcp hmWw hnSmsa¶p IcpXn I¿v ]nSn¡m³ XpS§n.  Ipsd Ignªp AhÀ DWÀ¶p. A½mbn Fs¶ I­p Nncn¨p AhÀ t]mbn Hcp hgpX\§ sIm­p h¶p. AXp Xsâ ]qdn IS¯n Ahcpw kzbwt`mKw sNbvXp. Rm³ shÅw hcmdmbt¸mÄ AhcpsS ASp¯p sN¶p apJ¯pw hbdnepw Hs¡ ASns¨mgn¨p.

]ntÁ¶p Câdzyq Ignªp h¶t¸mÄ A½mbn Hcp \h h[phns\ t]mse Hcp§n. ]ns¶ R§Ä Hcp kn\na¡p t]mbn.. B c{Xnbpw R§Ä ]ehn[ IfnIÄ \S¯n.. sPmen In«nbnsöp ]dtb­XnÃtÃm. A½mbnbpsS SbÀ ISbpw t\m¡n AhnsS IgnbpIbmWp Rm\nt¸mÄ.

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